Tuesday, March 10, 2015

You are a pain in my neck but I love you....



 What we resist persist. This seem to be the most hardest lesson for people to learn. I had a conversation with someone and while upset and angry  he said I wish I could get rid of this pain that I feel right now. He was taking a lot of pain meds and it is taking a toll on his body. After trying to comfort him for hours I asked him have your ever tried being ok with the pain and not be angry that you have this pain? He angrily said NO! I will never except this pain. I calmly said you do know that what you resist persist. Right? What if the only way to over come the pain is by embracing it?

I can see the struggle in his eyes. What I was asking was crazy. He understood what I was saying but he could not at all wrap his mind around letting go and being ok with what is. In his mind he had to fight the pain like an evil with in him that he had to cast out. I said pain is not evil. It is simply our body telling us that we need to make some changes but the changes start in our mind first. Sometimes we put more focus on the problem then we do on the solution because it all goes back to what we resist persist. It is a vicious cycle that many people can not see.

We all must come to understand that there are things that attract and things that repel. If we want peace in our lives we must start within ourselves.... Zen Master Thick Nhat Hanh key teaching is that through mindfulness we can learn to live happily in the present moment- the only way to truly develop peace both in oneself and in the world.... Mindfulness: A mental state achieved by focusing one's awareness on the present moment, while calmly acknowledging and accepting one's feelings, thoughts, and bodily sensations, used as a therapeutic technique.... Being peacefully mindful will attract great things into our life and the world.... Sadly "Everyone knows that peace has to begin with oneslef, but not many people know how to do it". -Thich Nhat Hanh

Many people believe that if we have this or that we will have peace in our lives but nothing out side of ourselves ever brings us peace or comfort. Peace and comfort always start from within us first and manifest outward. Healing starts in the mind first. If you brake a bone and believe that there is no way for a doctor to fix it no matter how many surgeries you have the doctor will not be able to fix your broken bone. But if you hold in your mind and see your bones being fixed and understand no matter what the out come will be you know you will be alright then you will have a greater chance of healing your broken bone.

I speak from experience. If I would have believed that I am going blind and there was no way to keep my eye sight I know that today I would have been totally bind or mostly blind. The doctor believed that a year from his diagnosis I would be mostly blind. 2 years pasted and I am not even close to being blind lol and the doctor was amazed because my first eye test was really really bad. He recently said “I don't know how you did it but what ever you are doing keep doing it because it's working.” ^_^ What I did was for a whole year before my last eye test I acted like I could see. I believed I could see. When someone asked about my eyes because I have to ware sun glasses I would tell them I have Macular Degeneration BUT I can see everything that I needed to see. Any time I talked about my eyes I always ended with I can still see everything that I needed to see. I always ended on a positive note.

Did I have my moments of brake down? Yes... Yes I did because I was still fighting those thoughts that always said just thinking positively Barbara wont heal your eyes. But I kept coming back to the fact that I already attracted so much in my life so why not this? Why not keep my eye sight? But greater still I thought well what if I did loose my eye sight what's the worse that could happen? In the end I was ok with what ever the out come was to be. Sight or no sight I know I am still blessed and I have every thing that I need. I learned to embrace what is and not fight it. In the end I found peace within myself no matter what the future outcome.

Do I have problems with my eye sight? Yes but I can still see what I need to see. Lol I am here writing this blog sharing my experiences and if this just helps one person in this world then I've done my job. I have learned that life is not fixed. What is today will be different tomorrow. We can't be so ridged in our thinking. We must let go and flow with life knowing that we have everything we need to succeed. Right now YOU have everything you need to over come pain, stress, financial worries, marital worries, Job stress, illnesses and so on. If you are having a hard time seeing that fact then please don't hesitate to ask for help. Talks to a trusted friend, your preacher at church, a counselor or a life coach. I am here if you need to talk....You have everything you need in order to succeed...

Ask and you shall receive; seek and you shall find; knock and the door will be opened to you. Matthew 7:7

I hope you create a wonderful day today. Stay Awesome ^_^    


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